i hav only met him in 3d about six brief times :

1. gumboot after vipassana ~ i couldn't realy talk yet but i was really happy to see him again as ahuman!

2. trout house party briefly but he had the coolest girl with him who asked me the best possible questions 4 that time because she was telling me that she trusted me because she asked me where stuff was amongst all the beautiful chaos ~ i didn't find any of it 4 her but it was good looking

3. downtown in front of sweet cheribum on commercial with my craaaziest friend ever moonkey/keith who i love so much and i was able to scream louder than normal with them there for some mysterious reason and they liked it because it was a happy one ~ and i remember looking into his eyes and seeing all these lights ~ unusual ones beaming and i think he saw them too

4. in my house when it was only my house for one month when he was visiting my roomate and i met him on the stair case telling him that i am probably not as crAzy as he may think and he said that he is probably crAzier than i think and that made me give hima hug .

5. i saw him a lil bit at our outdoor house called shambhala dancing well within the magical shambalanian spell

6. painting the ground at a pier once ~ colour is an excellent language .


don't worry though ~ i do hav many crushes so this is no obsession or n e thing ... i am just amazed with your brilliance and having you around in eternity rocks .